New Years approaches, and I am hoping that this year is just as good as last, minus the few hiccups it had. I want so much to go out and have fun on New Years Eve. I want the new year, to be healthy, happy, fun, and exciting. It is my last semester as a student and I so much want to live it up by going out more and not being serious. For the new year, I am promising myself that I won't let anyone get to me, I won't let sorority get to me, I will have fun with it all, because its the LAST time as a student....
It is sad really. I remember walking into my Simpson dorm room...it was bare and scary..this was my next step. I obvi took the bottom bunk...I was first :) Then unpacked my childhood into a place where I was now an adult. That year launched me into a spiraling cyclone of fun and outlandish behavior. I want my last semester to just as fun. I want to have Wings night, and Funk weekends, and go to bars in Wrigley and not worry about growing up...because we don't have much longer. We soon cannot be doing these things like we can now...so I want to live it up and live to the fullest...while not letting anyone's attitude, mood or rotten outlook get to me...it won't have time to reach me because I will be having too much fun to think about anything but being happy :)
I hope everyone can just let go this year, breath in, and jump in...and actually mean it. Not say they will do things, and then flake or back out. Everyone has a lot on their minds but really..nothing is as stressful as one makes it...and no one has that much homework they can't go out...drinks or no drinks involved. Being home has been reviving. I feel more alive. Before I came home I felt alone and like a stranger in my own home, for a few weeks. I want to return and not feel like that anymore. I won't feel like that again. I won't let anything make me feel anything but happy.
New Years with Tim, Tony, Amy, and their friends from home..maybs I know them...either way....5 hours drinks? i can say right now...shitshow shitshow shitshow times.
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